Cerita Ttg Dia....

Sometimes i make me wonder...
Sometimes it make me think twice..
Sometimes we can only decide but the path of our lives was decided only Him.

"lets not to continue it..
my friends was suspicious about it...
we had a promised didn't had any contact, couple, make a friend with anyone especially boy insider or outsider...."

" i' am scared... and i think i had ruined all the promise that i made toward them and myself either....
i don't want to have any relationship until age of 26 years old...

" i' actually not depend on my handphone, rarely message with somebody..
but since i know u better,
i closely myself with my phone, frequently message you...
their suspected..
i am very scared what happen it recently...
that why i really didn't accept you from the beginning...

"can we friend like usual.. thank because gave me a blissful although for a while.
i am really acknowledge it..
u brought to me a new life..
its weird, but so blissful,
i am miss that since long time ago.
u brought me to feel it back..
i am happy, really happy..,
but i cannot hold it longer..
i wish... i will fell it again.. truthly..
i am sorry..
it was really blissful. really..

Sometimes. it shown the meaning of live..
it thought me a lot of thing..
based on experience....
and u learn how to adapt it...

*this story based on my best friend story to me...
just want to share it...